the girl: miranda. 18. mississippi. engaged. mother. drop-out.
the outside: long, dark brown hair. hazel (brown/green) eyes. pale. no freckles. sometimes, glasses. 5'6. currently, flucuating weight, due to pregnancy. normally 140-150 lbs.
the inside: caring. trying to be responsible. insecure. anxious. in love. nightmares. confusion. loud. obnoxious. defensive. jealous. regret. terrified of being a mother.
the loves: jesse. heather. nickie. long fingernails. lace. leather. pink (the color). bright, shiny objects. individuality. the 80's. D.I.Y. thrift stores. massages. kisses on the back of my neck & lower back. tights & fishnets. belts (collect 'e). mix CD's. fruity pebbles. diet dr. pepper. slippers. froggies (collect 'em). panties (collect 'em). make-up. sarah beth. thunderstorms. kitties. PJ pants. being warm via snuggling. countless hours in bed with mr. darty. cheese & cheese flavored products. chocolate cookie dough ice cream. sexuality. meeting strange, new people. green apple flavor. pillows. lipgloss. incense. writing. psychology. ice. shows. riding buses. being the center of attention. mirrors. playing Scrabble. pictures. wine. dressing up. singing. shooting pool. cleaning. sour skittles. early 90's country music.
the hates: jealousy, despite my being guilty of it. mean dogs. camping. fireworks. getting yelled at. phone numbers. southern drawl. hypocrites. snobs. 'church clothes.' black fingernails. red & blue. anime. acne. shampoo & conditioner combos. purple. VCR's. casette tapes. glasses - on me. summer. uranium (the show on FUSE).ashley wheatcraft. how gold eyeshadow looks on me. blush. liars. shaving. wearing clothes. depressed teenagers. slow dancing. getting too caught up in something. banana flavored products. hilary duff. alarm clocks. phones without caller-id. ALL metal music. how quick i get bored with things. capri pants. hallucinating. hunting. nightmares.pictures that don't develop. AIM. 3-quarter sleeve shirts. bracelets. being complimented. cell phones. creed. doritos. coke. nosebleeds. people who try to analyze you. scratchy blankets. people who tell me i look like kelly clarkson. stephen colbert. grapes.
the music: the white stripes. yo la tengo. weezer. ugly casanova. the weakerthans. the strokes. the honorary title. the decemberists. the blood brothers. the beatles. sufjan stevens. songs:ohia. sparta. rilo kiley. randy travis. radiohead. placebo. the pixies. okkervil river. nirvana. modest mouse. minus the bear. kind of like spitting. foo fighters. fall out boy. explosions in the sky. death cab for cutie. damien rice. coheed & cambria. built to spill. brand new. braid. belle & sebastian. badly drawn boy. at the drive-in. andrew bird. and you will know us by the trail of the dead. alk3. against me!
the tv: the daily show with jon stewart. king of the hill. x-files. kids in the hall. south park. stroker & hoop. ATHF. the first 48. cops. documentaries. stand-up comedy. best week ever. e! news. banzai.
the purse: make-up bag (with ALL my make-up). gum. peppermint. cheap perfume. receipts. money. important cards. carmex lip moisturizer. change. ponytail holders. bottle caps. pictures. rings. pen. sometimes, paper. brush. lotion. facial lotion. lighters. & when i go out, a change of clothes.
