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i've seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you.
01.11.2005 | 11:06 am i guess it's safe to say i'm "dating" jesse. & all i really have to say about it is -- "what the hell took so long? he's one stubborn son of a bitch." no offense to his mother ... yet. i want my rings back from heather's. it's so annoying to not have something on your fingers that's always there. it's like when you lose a tooth & it feels weird, so you tongue it. my fingers feel weird, so i keep popping them & doing weird motions with my hands. i probably look stupid. this flu shall be the death of me, i'm sure. my nose is all red & my nostrils burn. my throat just feels like a have a hole in it & my chest, dear god! my chest! it hurts when i breath. & every time i cough or sneeze, i feel like my appendix is going to burst. pray for me, hooligans. i've been listening to a lot of weird music lately. not all that depressing bullshit - happy bullshit. i feel relieved. i think i'm going to forest today. mom has to go buy something & i want medication & vitamins & apple juice. & m&m's. i'm going myself, because she never remembers my list of supplies.
so, I won't forget. & despite the fact i feel so crummy, i feel damn good too. i feel a little bubble of happiness somewhere deep inside of me, or maybe it's just a cough. but i bet i'm happy somewhere... & does anybody remember that game where you have to guide the bubble through a tunnel & avoid the stalagmites & shit? or does that not exist? wow. i wish i knew. oh, i watched a nifty movie curled up on the couch called Haiku Tunnel. most people probably wouldn't like it, because it progresses rather slowly & it's way more drawn out than it should be, but it's a good movie. i recommend people like me watch it, otherwise, you probably wouldn't know what the hell was going on, get bored, & go watch the real world or something. ifc is most definitely the bomb diggety. & bring it on again is the stupidiest movie ever EVER! i can't believe that was even a semi-serious attempt at moviemaking. my god. blah. i should probably go get dressed to ill. ponytail & pj pants. pimp it to the maxxx. no make-up & teddy bears on my socks. i am the epitome of a cool kid, dontcha' know? WHATEVER. |
