i'll say it - i love you. but boy, you love me too.
01.08.2005 | 4:02 am
wow. this is so pretty & to think i made it all by myself. beautiful, i do believe. but opinions are opinions. shit, i'm satisfied with it.
& because i can; a list of mixes. enjoy!
beating hearts, baby!
1. Head Automatica - Beating Hearts Baby
2. Death Cab For Cutie - Tiny Vessels
3. Less Than Jake - The Science of Selling Yourself Short
4. Nickel Creek - When You Come Back Down
5. Against Me! - Jamaican Me Crazy
6. Fall Out Boy - It's Not a Side Effect of the Cocaine, It Must Be Love
7. Keepsake - Cartoon Life
8. The Pixies - Is She Weird?
9. Belle & Sebastian - If You're Feeling Sinster
10. Death Cab For Cutie - We Laugh Indoors
11. Kind of Like Spitting - We Are Both Writers
12. The Distillers - Gypsy Rose Lee
13. Barenaked Ladies - Thanks, That Was Fun
14. Wilco - Jesus, Etc.
15. Death Cab For Cutie - Blacking Out the Friction
16. K's Choice - Not an Addict
17. The Mars Volta - Televators
18. Sea & Cake - I Missed the Glance
19. The Mae Shi - Vampire Beats
20. Modest Mouse - What People Are Made Ofcitizens, i'm in love.
1. Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up
2. Slut - No Flowers, Please
3. Guided By Voices - Do the Collapse
4. Marcy Playground - Sex & Candy
5. Rilo Kiley - The Frug
6. Breaking the Broken - Sparta
7. Rilo Kiley - The Good That Won't Come Out
8. Against Me! - Sink, Florida, Sink
9. Interpol - Slow Hands
10. The Stills - Still In Love Song
11. The Spill Canvas - All Hail The Heartbreaker
12. Fall Out Boy - Homesick at Space Camp
13. Braid - A Dozen Roses
14. From First to Last - Failure By Designer Jeans
15. Death Cab For Cutie - The Sound of Settling
16. Autopilot Off - What I Want
17. Death Cab For Cutie - Your Bruise
18. The Fire Theft - It's Over
19. Green Day - Time of Your Life
20. Dogs Die In Hot Cars - I Love You 'Cause I Have To
clean & sober for 2 days
1. Belle & Sebastian - I'm a Cuckoo
2. CKY - Quite Bitter Beings
3. Velvet Revolver - Fall to Pieces
4. The Unseen - Are We Dead Yet?
5. Death Cab For Cutie - We Looked Like Giants
6. A Thorn For Every Heart - A Night to Remember, A Morning to Forget
7. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Fatboy Slim VS Nirvana
8. The Killers - Mr. Brightside
9. Modest Mouse - Tiny Cities Made of Ashes
10. Ironic - Alanis Morisette
11. The Distillers - Beat Your Heart Out
12. X-Ray Spex - I Hate Hip-Hop Kids
13. The Libertines - Up The Bracket
14. The Pixies - Where Is My Mind?
15. The Dresden Dolls - Coin-Operated Boy
16. Green Day - Warning
17. Anti-Flag - Angry, Young & Poor
18. Death Cab For Cutie - The New Year
19. Motion City SOundtrack - The Red Dress
20. Sea & Cake - Two Dolphins
& this is the meaning of life...
1. Sarah McLachlan - Stupid
2. Cat Power - Wonderwall
3. Armor For Sleep - My Town
4. Anberlin - Glass to the Arson
5. The Doors - Break on Through
6. The Shins - New Slang
7. Taking Back Sunday - New American Classic
8. The Rapture - House of Jealous Lovers
9. The Coral - Dreaming of You
10. Fall Out Boy - Tell That Mick He Just Made My List of Things To Do
11. Billy Ray Cyrus - Could've Been Me
12. Against Me! - Cliche Guveira
13. The Sorayas - You Decide
14. Modest Mouse - Custom Concern
15. Coheed & Cambria - Blood Red Summer
16. Head Automatica - Young Hollywood
17. Tilly & the Wall - You & I Misbehaving
18. Eighties Matchbox B-List Disaster - Mister Mental
19. The Dandy Warhols - You Were the Last High
20. Ugly Casanova - Diamonds on the Face of Evil
& that's the kind of shit you come up with when you make a playlist from putting your media player on "random."
my life is a lot like all my children, you know? i just wish you did.
day 2 & i am incredible. incredibly confused & craving. how grand! at least i semi-have jesse's support & 100% of heather's.
country music depresses the hell out of me. a lot of things are depressing the hell out me right now. or anoying me, rather. like this stinging paper cut on my finger tha simultaneously itches. billy ray cyrus singing & wailing, uncontrollably. god's idea of a funny joke we like to call - geography. that fact that there's no chocolate in ym entire house. & i'm grounded, so no contact with the outside world - give or take phone calls.
mom accuses me the day after i stop doing drugs of .. doing drugs. how fucked up is that? she claimed i was on something because i never sleep anymore. & i rarely do, but it isn't my fault, & now i can't blame drugs either. it's just pure & simple nerves, i guess. my mum is nuts, i wish you could see.
i'm pissed at heather, because she didn't call me back. she was probably talking to chris. gee. they kind of really don't belong together now that i think about it. goddamn. what have i done?
breakfast. WHAT? ggg'bye.
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