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i don't wanna.
12.25.2004 | 12:41 pm Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays & all that jazz. I have the flu. Christmas Eve, & I take sick ( after not being sick all winter.) How Miranda of me. I had to baby-sit Raven & TaTa yesterday. I ditched TaTa to the mumsie at work & me & Raven Watched movies, The Fairly Oddparents, ate pizza, & talked. She's a pretty cool little 12 year old. TaTa kept trying to steal my money & cigarettes. She's so cute to be so annoying. So after being completely bummed yesterday, I got home around 11, where I see Mr. Darty has called. In hopes of being cheered up slightly, I returned his call, if I wasn't so down I wouldn't have called him that late. But I did, & he did nothing more tan reassure me that I'm a loser & nobody gives a damn if I'm miserable. Oh, thanks a mil', Jess. You're just what I needed. After the 2 minute phone convo with him, I went to the kitchen to find medication to soothe my aching throat & body. I took two Nyquil & a Lortab. & lo & behold, I fell asleep not long after that. I sat at the table for like, 4 minutes talking to my dad while I was making a drink to take the medicine with. He's bummed too. I cried & I thought he was going to, but he has to be a man. Poor dad. I was awakened this morning by presents being thrown on top of me. I went to speak, but nothing came out of my mouth. Apparently, while I was sleeping my voice decided it was going to become a jumbled mass of air & mucus. Hence, I'm hoarse. Anyway, I lay there for a minute & coughed away the voice bugs, then opened a present. I got a new CD player, which I thoroughly appreciate. A DVD player, which I also appreciate. The Fight Club DVD that I'm literally, dying to watch. A pair of earring from my dad that cost $20. Wow. They're elegant. $25 for anything else I could possibly want. Perfume, that I can't smell just yet. & something else that obviously wasn't that cool 'cause I'm forgetting it. Thanks mumsie & popsie. I got mom a 16 piece set of dishes. PJ pants. A frying pan. I got dad a huge spotlight flashlight. (expensive) Some country CD. & sugar free chocolates, so he won't eat mine. I'm supposed to be having dinner at my grandfather's house right now, but I didn't go. I wasn't planning on going in the first place, because I am the disgrace of my family. Go fucking figure, eh? The sickness just gave me even more reason to sit at home & revel in my self-pity. I'm gonna go play The Sims. Merry Christmas. & I think I'm going to get severely wasted New Year's. With or without a party. Probably without, cause I don't really feel like going to one. I'll just sit at home & drink alone & be content in my 2005. I don't have any resolutions yet, but when I do, I'll let you know 'em. Sims. Bye. |
