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& teenage crushes are "crushes" for reasons.
12.14.2004 | 7:09 am Hmph. Well, somebody feels rejected, yo. Aw well. The feeling is nothing but, mutual. Damian left this huge bruise on my leg. It's still there. We were arguing about something or another & I grabbed his phone in a failed attempt at distracting him from whatever the task at hand was. Apparently, I didn't, & he grabbed my leg. & pinched really goddamned hard. It pissed me off a lot & I remember sitting in his truck laughing, saying, "You know there's gonna be a bruise there later, right?" & he said, "Good." & I laughed more. Ick. Justin hasn't called in awhile. Gee, I wonder if I did something wrong? I mean, golly gee, is asking for a kiss so goddamned wrong? I didn't think so. But, I've thought it through & since he won't let me kiss him ... I'll kiss someone else. Someone else. Oh, I dyed my hair "Fuscia Fusion." I don't really dig it, unless I'm in a bronze tinted light. It looks spiffy though, I guess. My hair is really soft now. Like silk, but not like silk at all. My mom randomly bought me fishnet stockings. Yet, I guarantee when I wear them out, she'll bitch & moan about how I look like a slut. She's so contradictory. I've been playing the hell out of The Sims game. It was my early X-mas present from my mumsie. I do appreciate being able to put people I don't like in lower class, ratshit houses & then insult them & beat the shit out of them. God, I think The Sims is the cure for my misguided anger. If nothing else, it keeps me from acting on my emotions or whatever. I like the new Good Charlotte video where they're all dressed up as food. It appeals to me. It's like that Veggietales show, but it's a real band. You know, it takes a really fucked up person to come up with some of these kid shows & cartoons. Singing vegetables? Monsters? Traveling, spanish speaking little girls? C'mon. What? & oh, yeah ... Jim Bruer is definitely hot. & Edward Norton. & John Cusack. & Kieran Culkin. & Edward Furlong. & Jake Gyllenhaul. & that kid who played Brian Krakow on My So Called Life. & I'm sure there's plenty more attractive males that I'm missing, but that's the shortened list. I've recently developed a crush on the Culkin brothers after watching shitloads of movies with them in it. Not together, though. Jesse was supposed to be coming into town this weekend. I had this fantastic shit all planned out in my head, that included hanging out on the outskirts of Newton getting fucked up, playing a little pool, coming back to my house, & then having a party full of people he's never even met before in Union. We get drunk, & spend the night there, then take him home the next day & I get Damian to drop me off at home. But, but, but ... the last time I talked to him, he probably wasn't coming, which bums me out a bit. How am I supposed to give him his really nifty, really expensive X-mas present? Har har. I'm going to bed. Or couch, rather. 'nite.
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