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Don't speak.
08.31.2004 | 6:42 pm Guess what? Nothing's going on & I think I may be moving to LJ, bitches. But I'll still be lurking around here. I can't just go. It's against my lack of religion. Oh me, oh my, What am I going to say now? I'm going to say that my friends approve of James, who was Jams, before I corrected my typo. Anyhow, I just thought I would remind myself & you that I dig this fellow. He has insecurities up the ass [remind you of anyone else?] This is a problem, because I get easily annoyed by insecure people. You know those people who are always "I'm fat. I'm ugly. Nobody loves me. Please don't cheat on me." And for some odd reason ... all men are jealous of Jesse. Fucking Jesse. I told James he was supposed to be coming into town this weekend & he's like "Please don't cheat on me with Jesse..." and I won't. I think me & Mr. Legato have an understanding, no? We better. He also thinks I like Max, Robert, Aaron, and Tonya. If anybody, I dig Tonya & at times Jesse. Tonya never called me. My heart breaks to say that. And drama will probably occur because of this, but Justin's a liar. He lied to me anyway. He told me he said nothing bad about James, but when James was hanging out with Mike a few days ago, he told him he was dating me & Mike goes "Oh! You're that James!" and then proceeded to tell him that Justin had spoke unkindly of him or whatnot. Oh well. It's unimportance. I think I'm going to dye my hair black or either pink. Thoroughly pink, or as pink as it can be dyed with half a bottle of dye. I don't know though. Brittany's mom won't let her hang out with me when my hair is dyed. Heather! Please fucking leave Jeremy. I beg of you. I'll buy you a new boyfriend. I promise. My aunt is really ugly. Manly, ugly. She's fat, nearing 400 lbs, to be gentle about the subject. She has short, thinning, straw-like black hair. She has a fairly light complexion, that makes her mustache show up all the better. She has this grotesque mole on the side of her mouth. She looks like a horrid teacher from a kid's movie. I fucking hate her too. Not because I'm afraid I'll catch "the ugly" disease if I come in contact with her, just because she's an honest to god bitch. Apparently, my grandma wasn't properly taken care of at the Rush hospital facilities & the family wanted to make a complaint, but she works for Rush & got super hostile about the whole situation. Let her. I hope she gets old and pathetic and they mistreat her there. Then, let her fat fucking ass complain. And by goddamn, I want to be her nurse. Just so I know she's being mistreated. I had to tell James about the night I met him last night. Which is sort of sad/strange, because I was drastically flirting with Max, but Max was rambling about drugs to him. He ignored Max & says "So, You & Justin?" and I just said "Yeah?" and he goes "That's horrible." And I said "Yeah. I guess." And continued standing there listening to Max, until James basically told him as nicely as possible to "shut the fuck up." Then I walked over to Heather & Damien and fell on the ground & said "I got flirted with by the wrong guy." And they laughed at me. So ... maybe I didn't get flirted with by the wrong guy. And maybe, just maybe, Max is an idiot. But an idiot that kisses well.
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