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you look so lovely lying on the floor like that.
08.09.2004 | 10:08 pm Iusedtobecooltoo: Amanda, love, Why do I feel sick to my stomach when I think of him or talk to him? lxTwiZtdAnGeLxl: 'cause he makes you sick. Amanda is a genius or a really mean person. I'm sick in like, 8 different ways. My nose is stuffy, my throat is sore, my right side feels like it's going to explode every single time I move, and my head aches. Mother says I have a kidney infection and if I'm hurting this bad I've probably had it for awhile. She thinks I should go to the doctor, but I hate doctors, so I'll just suffer. Or die, which is possible, according to her. I have a curfew until I finish all my work. I can't go anywhere until I get most of it done and when I get the little bit done, my curfew is 12:30 until I'm finished. Oh, I'm spoiled. I have a lot that I feel I need to say, but it's so much better left unsaid. It gets feelings hurt and the feelings are mostly mine. I have no plans for this weekend yet, but I'm sure I will. Invitations very welcome. I hate all men. For some fucked up reason, they're infatuated with me and I'm ... not with them. I've turned down at least 10 guys or more within the past 2 weeks. Fellas, I am not that attractive, I have the personality of a pet rock, and the mentality of a 14 year old boy. You shouldn't like me. No one should. I'm like gum on the bottom of your shoe, accept it. I'm starting to dig Falon like woah. And my Heather friend is in the hospital from a car wrecka dn I cannot get a hold of her or Shaunna to talk to her. It's goofy. Against Me! is slowly turning into one of my favorite bands. I regret not being front and center to sing along to "Sink, Florida, Sink" at the Wretched show. I was ... somewhere else. I can finally burn CD's. To damn bad I lost all my songs.
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