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She drinks her vodka with a closed mind, eyes half open, but she's still blind.
08.05.2004 | 9:21 pm My computer blew up. Chris asked me to be his girlfriend. I said "No." Brittany spent the night. Justin called and informed me that he doesn't miss me and never wants to be with me again. I got angry. I bought pretty earrings at the mall. I got "hit on" by some attractive male in Underground. I stayed up until 4 a.m. listening to Brittany talk to Damien.My parents are threatening a divorce. I hung out with Sarah Beth and her loverboy John. I bought a new computer. I need to call HEATHER! I think I've deep fried a few of my brain cells. I would apologize to my frontal lobe, but it's being a bitch and aching right now, so never! Sarah Beth and John make me super jealous and super duper depressed. I got knots in my stomach and felt like puking. Ah, love. Love is a big, giant, smelly pile of doo doo. And that is my final opinion. Man, when it rains it motherfucking monsoons, doesn't it? Tomorrow shall be spent doing something with Damien. He's become my new found driving friend, so my weekends are spent making trouble with him. And Shaunna. And whoever else tags a long for the ride. Which will be Heather if plans work out correctly. Can you imagine sweet, innocent Heather with us ... demon seeds? Madness. Pure madness. Why does everyone keep telling me I'm happier without Justin? Oh yeah, because I do what I want! I DO WHAT I WANT! I like wearing bathing suit tops over shirts. I don't know why, but tihnk it's adorable. Brittany says I look ridiculous, but Brittany's mad. Jesse mesntioned something of a "long distance relationship". This made me sick to the tummy too. My tummy's been sick a lot lately. And no period have I yet to receive. |
