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Hey Unloving, I will love you. Even if my love is in vain.
07.29.2004 | 8:45 pm Hm, strange few days. Aw well. Me and my dad are pretty close. It's over my mom going psycho and trying to control both of our lives, but hey! we're still friendly. My mom, on the other hand, is trying to control every little aspect of my life ... clothes, friends, hair, and basically everything that's none of her concern. And when provoked by insulting my friends, I bite, or in her case, I yell. I went to Shaunna's yesterday to get some cigarettes and my CD and to take her shit back. Her brother's crazy. He pierced his eyebrow while I was there. Probably in some desperate attempt to impress me, but I was far, far, far, FAR away from being impressed. He also tried on dresses and gave me lots of cigarettes. In turn, I told him stop fucking calling my house. He listened. He tried to "beat me up", but I so kicked his ass. Speaking of Shaunna, she's coming over tomorrow and we're going midnight bowling with Damien and crew. It shall be weird, for I have never really hung out with Damien or his crew in public setting. In fact, I've never spent more than 15 minutes with him. Anyway, Phillip's supposed to come too. Big predicament for Shaunna and that's exactly how I planned it. Man, this is gonna be so damn fun. I woke up this morning with a gross ear infection where I was pierced. Nasty. Mom said to take the earring out and clean it, so I did. But I had mucho difficulty getting it back in. Hence, I had to sort of just stab it through the back of my ear. Ouch. It's fine now. Josh, my cousin, is in trouble. I find it funny, because he always laughs at all the trouble I get in. Anyway, he "ran away." He was supposed to be helping my dad, but he had to go to Meridian and Josh woke me up this morning with some bullshit story about going to get something at his house. Apparently, he wasn't home when his dad got in, so he came here to get him and he wasn't here. His dad thinks he ran away to the Neshoba County Fair with Tyler. I think he ran away with Tyler's sister to have sex, but my opinion isn't important. I dyed my hair ... again. I tend to dye my hair on urges. Meaning, I decide I'm going to dye my hair and do it. No real planning behind it or thoughts of what it might look like. In this particular case, it looks weird. It's a light brown. I wanted it blonde, but eh. I think I look strange. Maybe it's just because I've never really had light hair very long. I think I liked it better black. But it's softer. Transformation Miranda is in process. And I'm loving it! I bought a giganti-size bag of clothes, including a suede jacket, about 6 T-shirts, a CD, a pin, and several other items for - $3.21. Rich girls can kiss my ass. Jesse's distant and I think I care. Stupid. |
