Maybe, Baby, we should just sleep on it tonight. Give out heart's just one more chance to change our minds.
06.14.2004 | 12:32 pm


Hm, hi. Hello, how do you do? My name is you.

Let's start off with a little obnoxiousness, shall we? All my friends are stupid. Especially the ones that read this, and the ones that don't are even more stupid. Everyone I know is basically a stuck-up prick who thinks they're better than everyone else and I hate it! I have friends from trailer parks,regular houses, trailers, nice houses, and fucking apartments. I don't care where you live or what you do or how much money you have - I still love all of you, now grow up and stop discriminating against each other. Stupid, stupid people!

Brittany awoke me this morning with a phone call. I had to fake all that laughter and happiness and thinking (insert every guy's name here) is cute. It's annoying. I was annoyed and I honestly wanted to yell "Bitch!" and roll back over into dreamland, but, fate would have it, I'm not so cruel.

I was watching Captain Planet this morning. Have you ever watched Captain Planet? If you haven't, you probably won't understand my reasoning for these next few sentences. I personally think the reason we have all these vegetarians and environmentalists today is because of Captain Planet. Sure, I'm all for breathing clean oxygen and saving the little animals, but sometimes a girl just wants a big chunk of barbecue ribs and a cigarette. Pollution is bad and it'll probably be the death of us all, but who cares? Half of us aren't too happy about living anyway, so eat your fried chicken and use a spritz too much of hairspray. But be careful, because Captain Planet just might get you!

By your powers combined - I am Captain Planet!

My other half had this idea to switch cd cases for a week. So, this means I have to listen to 21 cd's chosen by him, in order, no repeat, and no skipping songs. It sounds pretty fun, at least we'll get to adjust to new kinds of music. At least he will, I'm pretty into most of the stuff he listens to, most of it. Here's his list of cd's, in order -

  • The Breeders - Last Splash
  • Radiohead - Hail to the Thief

  • Crumb - Unknown
  • Chick's Mix CD
  • New Found Glory - Sticks and Stones
  • Bad Religion - Process of Belief
  • At the Drive-In/CKY mix
  • Compilation CD
  • Foo Fighters - The Color and the Shape
  • Boxcars on 1ST Compilation
  • Modest Mouse - A Long Drive With Nothing to Think About
  • NOFX - Punk in Drublic
  • Nirvana - Nirvana
  • Edwin McCain - Far From Over
  • The Jigsaws - Wicked Alternative
  • Brazil - New CD (?)
  • The Blood Brothers - Burn, Piano Island, Burn!
  • The Flaming Lips - Transmissions From the Satellite Heart
  • Mountain Dew Compilation CD
  • The Mertons - Girandole
  • WAX - (?)
Isn't he lucky?

I'm thinking about getting my G.E.D. but that would require me going to Job Corp, which is in Crystal Springs. I would have to be gone for at least 2 months or more and that would suck. I could come home on weekends, but only weekends. I'm kind of hesitant about it, because I don't want to be away from my friends and Justin for that long, but it would speed things up a bit. I'll sleep on it.

conversation

Tennisgurl91186: yea....im already wearing 2-pieces and im getting a tatoo for my b-day...a small butterfly (colorful) on my left or right shoulder
Hotlildevil06911: that's cool. i guess you are turning into a bad girl. haha
Tennisgurl91186: no not really...just ready to stop being so shy and scared....im almost 18....i need to srart making desisions for myself and not worry what people say
Hotlildevil06911: haven't i been trying to tell you that for eternity? lol
Tennisgurl91186: yea and i finallly listened
Hotlildevil06911: lol, who get's credit? i get credit! now don't listen to anything else i tell you, because it's probably bad.
Tennisgurl91186: why is that?
Hotlildevil06911: 'cause i give bad advice and usually get people in trouble.
Tennisgurl91186: u won't
Tennisgurl91186: get me in trouble
Hotlildevil06911: maybe not.
Tennisgurl91186: im almost 18 remeber?
Hotlildevil06911: Yeah, I remember.

Later:

Tennisgurl91186: u r gonna die with cancer before the age 18...that is not cool...i have already lost one friend who moved...i don't need u to die
Hotlildevil06911: im not gonna die, not anytime soon anyway.
Hotlildevil06911: at least i hope not.
Hotlildevil06911: and i am gonna quit eventually.
Hotlildevil06911: i just need to get everything back in order so i won't be so stressed out.
Tennisgurl91186: that is where prayer comes in...i will pray for u
Hotlildevil06911: aw, thanks.

That was a weird conversation to me. The word prayer makes me feel awkward. Religion in general makes me feel awkward. I just prefer not to think about it or anything relating to it.

Jesse's coming back, or so he told me. That'll be cool, yet strange. He said RE was supposed to play at the "Battle of the Band's" thing. Hm. What am I talking about?

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